Hey there! I'm Noeul, 27, they/she/he, Mountain Standard Timezone (AZ, USA). Author of 16+ years, artist, gamer, and (very) tired dog mom.Sincerely, only serious inquiries, and please read the entirety of this ad before contacting me.Before anything else, please be aware that I can be very selective with partners and it's nothing personal. I'm simply looking for someone who has the same enthusiasm, passion and spark for the stories we may create; spitting out ideas until something 'works' and one-sided brainstorming isn't my forte. I'm not looking for genius levels of worldbuilding and character development, I just want someone who is as passionate about their characters and worlds as I am!As an added note: I very rarely write romance/smut. I'm an author, and my characters have been with me for a long time—I've had too many horrible encounters, planned shipping that fell off, plots that focused too much on the romance, and gross obsession where it felt my writing partners were trying to date me/my characters. Please don't message me with the expectations of romance in the RP. It's a slim possibility depending on characters, but it's not off the table.I am a busy individual with an unnatural lifestyle outside of the internet, I have a lot to juggle and I use Discord/RP as a form of stress-relief when I have free time. I'm generally always around to chat, and my actual responses to the RP can vary from once a week to every two weeks or more. It's pretty disparate depending on in-game events, but I do my absolute best to communicate with my partners to let them know of any changes or if my replies are gonna be slow. If you are expecting very frequent replies then I am not the partner for you. I don't appreciate constant poking and nudging every couple of days especially if it's things like, "are you still interested? Do you want to continue?" This will make me drop the roleplay.I write third-person past-tense, though rarely, very certain characters may be written from a first-person perspective—every now and then. Artistic expression. Multi-para to novella (900 to 15,000 [yes you read that right] or more words); I adore quantity and quality! My writing isn't for everybody; my personal style of writing can lean into the cryptic, flowery and poetic range, but it's not consistent. I don't expect the same in return, I'm just looking for someone who wants to be as involved in the story as I am, and can bring their own depth and spin to the world we're playing in. Do NOT contact me if you cannot write as much as I do.That said, I DO love to get to know each other! We're writing an amazing story together, so why not? I truly want to find someone who likes to get invested in their roleplays. Sharing Pinterest moodboards, playlists, random videos and posts are all things I love to do, so please don't be afraid to send anything that inspires you for the roleplay! Or even something completely unrelated too. I'm pretty open-minded and love chatting about random stuff—I prefer to make friends with partners and have a good line of communication.I exclusively use my own OCs, and don't make new characters for the RP. They can all be altered and whatnot to fit virtually any plot/setting however—I have a handful of headworlds that vary from ancient aliens to the old west, and I've thoroughly enjoyed reducing, reusing and recycling my guys for all of them! I am totally fine with you coming up with new characters or bringing your own over! (Also, I do have a good chunk of cop OCs, so if that makes you uncomfortable or is a trigger, then we won't be a good match as I may talk about them/include them in RPs)I love found family, and I love large casts of characters! I can do one char against one char, however I tend to struggle as I enjoy bringing in my other OCs throughout the story to spice things up. Side characters are expected to be abundant, and I'd love for someone to bring their own casts and NPCs! Just, please don't try to control my own guys.I absolutely adore sci-fi, cyberpunk, urban fantasy and dystopia. High-action, drama, dark and gritty are my go-tos, but I also enjoy more lighthearted and hopeful themes, things in-line with Studio Ghibli and whatnot. Fantasy can be considered if the setting and plot is right, and older time-periods (1900's and below, unless it's set in ancient Japan) I'd rather stay away from.Here is what I am looking for:— Someone preferably 21+ due to some themes that may be present, but I'm fine with someone younger if the maturity is there and the story is relatively "clean".— Long-term as I rarely ever do short-term.— A patient partner. Life tends to change a lot for me, so I can be prone to chatting one minute and disappearing for the rest of the day/night after. Sometimes I may say I'll get a RP response out the next day, and it won't come for almost a week after. I'll always let you know if something comes up and I won't be around for a bit. Again, I have to emphasize this point because I still manage to get people who CANNOT handle my spotty activity. You need to understand I am an adult with adult responsibilities and RP unfortunately is not at the top of my list of priorities.— Someone who enjoys discussing characters and plots, and just stuff not pertaining to the roleplay. I want to be friends, not just a writing partner. If I ask you stuff about the roleplay and you dryly respond to me, this is a quick way for me to drop everything.Now, here's what I am NOT looking for:— Short replies, one-liners, script. I need a bit of depth to work off of and something that is keeping the story going. Nothing under 500 words.— Short-term.— "Pairings/Shipping"; the gender of your character(s) don't matter, since shipping isn't in the equation anyway, at least most of the time.— Godmodding/powerplaying/metagaming. When in doubt, just ask!— Rude or manipulative partners. Nasty attitudes simply aren't tolerated, towards me or my characters. Please do not insult my OCs by calling them names like "freaks", "bastards" etc. Yes, I know you're joking. No, I do not like it.— Mafia, late-mid 1900s and under periods, prison settings, strictly fantasy (think LotR), medieval, fandom (unless Star Wars, but I don't play canons), crime (as in, a crime drama story, because realistically, my LEOs are just going to be doing paperwork and court hearings, not my thing anymore lol), horror genres. Also political themes, have enough of that IRL to deal with.As for what I'm looking for, I have a few headworlds/concepts/specific plots that can be used as bases linked here. These aren't meant to be taken as I'm only interested in writing for them, but if any stick out to you then please do tell me! (Yes these are different from the ones I have listed on this carrd... I'll do something about it eventually)Don't hesitate to ask questions or come to me with your own ideas! I am pretty open to all types of characters, plots and settings (barring the ones I listed).Interested? Please DM me on Discord (joonmyeon) and let me know a few things:— Your name/what you prefer to be called, and your age (if you don't give me an age, I'm ignoring you)— A little bit about you— The word "alkaline" to let me know you read this!— Something more than just, "hey, saw your ad, wanna rp?" This makes me not want to reply. Tell me your interests, any ideas you might have, characters/headworlds and insights, etc. If I have to pull information out of you right away just to see what you want, we won't be a match.— Any questions you might have for me, if any!As an additional note, please be aware my Discord is glitchy and my DMs get removed occasionally. I have so many DMs so it's impossible for me to keep track of specific people—if I go a long while without responding, this is more than likely the case and I urge you to message me again since it'll (usually) bring the DM back.

Additional information about me just cuz.Online, I go by Noeul (you say that like 'nohl' or 'noe-el'), but you can also call me Aleks. Gemini sun, Aries moon. Detransitioned, queer, I go by any pronouns and honestly don't care what you refer to me as. Just don't assume I'm a woman (I've had way too many people come to me with, "hey I'm reaching out cuz I assumed you're AFAB", I can't tell you how creepy that is).I am a former Midwest hick that currently lives in the Saguaro-infested desert. I am engaged to a wonderful partner. I have a history of restaurant and manager work, as well as public security/law enforcement and sales, so I have quite the myriad of life experiences under my belt. I'm also tribal (inhanktowan sioux), and my husband is as well (yaqui)—we're both spiritual and mostly non-religious, so feel free to ask questions about my culture as long as it isn't deliberately disrespectful. I also won't respond to questions/comments on anything pertaining to IRL police work (i.e., what did you do? how does x go? Is x true?), just not comfortable with it with strangers.I enjoy a variety of music, and my soul groups are Sleep Token, Judas Priest, Gunship and The Midnight. Not big into movies/shows, but some favorites are Hot Fuzz and The Bad Batch.I have a list of conditions that impact my life heavily, but I'm not open to sharing them unless I really get to know you. Just know that this effects my reply time, how I reply and my overall energy.Besides all of this, I enjoy video games (RDR2, Apex Legends, Destiny 1 & 2, Battlefield, etc.), drawing, being outdoors and writing when I'm able.I am an author and have written a personal novel series that span over 16 years. My story is very dark, gritty, and overall psychologically grotesque with philosophical patterns. There is a lot of fucked-up themes and distressing content, not meant for shock value, but because a lot of it hits home for me personally and I prefer to face my trauma head-on. You very well may see these themes present in my characters, as they all originate from my series.

It was all he needed.The verification.The arrow sticking out his back, through her abdomen, both helping each other to put them there.Each beat of his own heart left a cold, gnawing feeling in his gut, despite that the hunger (the hunger!) was now absent, like something was wrong—something so fundamentally wrong that he ought to lie sleepless over it until he figured it out.The problem was—there was no figuring it out.He knew what it was, already.The problem was the problem itself—that feeling, the noose forming, the jaws closing. Slowly, he regained his balance (wrong, wrong, wrong wrong—), the pressure behind his eyes ebbed, and—
He felt.. right, restored, renewed. It was as if his body was a brand new carbon copy of its past self, the self that once lingered as a metaphorical ghost within the fields of Haven some thousand years ago. It was like he wasn’t skinny anymore, malnourished or barely able to even stand up straight. He fucking felt life in his bones, his blood, his goddamn demonic soul. He felt alive.And it was so, so wrong.The girl had her partially broken phone, and there it was again—little insignificant pinpricks in one of his thumbs, each one sharp and almost meant to elicit bloodflow. Jung swallowed, his frame shuddering not from the cold or the once-death crawling around inside him, but from his own will. He willed his body to quake, to try and lure out all the anxieties of his mortal blood in an effort to diminish this unwanted gusto that spilled in his nerves and heart. He shook his head adamantly, feeling the warmth of something wet trail crimson down his temple. “No,” he whispered, then once more, “No.” He was perfectly still as he simply watched her fall to the pavement, only barely catching herself. “You didn’t.” A car was coming up on them, and some part of him wished it was the bloodred bike belonging to Noel—it wasn’t though, could never be, and it simply passed them as if they weren’t roiling in damnation.“Do you k-know what you’ve d-done?” Jung was trying to force animosity and volume to his voice, but it sounded like the whimpering of a lost dog. He blinked away the tears, his jaw hurting from gritting his teeth down into each other. He made to take a long breath, but it transformed into a shuddering sob— “WHY?!” he tripped over his own feet towards her. He could.. he could feel her hammering heart, taste the salt of her tears, sense the warmth swimming around her veins. The love for her mother (how do I know?) an intoxicating venom leeching into his ego, where that fucking thing was sleeping now. This CAN’T BE HAPPENING—She came towards him, hammering the nails in his coffin with her affirmations. It worked. He shook his head. It worked. His fingers trembled into fists.ITW O R K E D.“What have you done?” he sputtered, hazel eyes wide and still containing hints of his namanari within them. There would have been traces of a violet sort of red, and his pupils were bloated but almost cat-like. “No, no, no! You have to—” His mind raced, “—You have to fucking reverse it! Do you understand? This.. this..” Jung didn’t even know what he was trying to convey, and his sentences were a rush of syllables as he backed away from the woman. “You idiot do you have any idea what you just did!?” He was trying to scream, but ended up choking on his words. “I’ll do it, I’ll do it. I’ll make it right again...” But, before he could even comprehend it, blackness was beginning to shroud his vision.Sun Jung tried to catch himself, and as he watched the night sky suddenly face him, he vaguely heard the dark laughter of the spider youkai within.

Here is a breakdown of my character roster. Simple details, just enough to get an idea of who they are—I love to reinvent them for all sorts of settings and plots, so please, if anyone sticks out to you then don't be afraid to inquire about them!(in no particular order)Rodrigo Santana: he/him - 38 - 6'1" - intelligent, resourceful and skilled in leadership. Prone to wariness with spiteful inclinations. Ex-soldier with guilt.Doc: he/him - 53 - 6'2" - once-researcher, biker-club lord, all charitable edge brimming with a fascination with the unknown.Wesson Appaloosa: he/him - 43 - 6'1" - all pride and sharp teeth and loyalty knows no bounds; hardass. State Trooper.Mars/Zaphiri Volta: they/he - 29 - 6'3" - the scythe, the carver, the mask, lost, lost, lost.Izanagi Mori: he/him - 27 - 5'11" - samurai-king, fueled by justice and intense seriousness that is comical.Andrew Mitchell: he/him - 35 - 6'4" - ex-soldier, cybernetic arm(s) theme. Kind, but awkward and too-aloof.Kojuro Bluesummers: he/they - immortal - 7'8" - wolf-like spirit who wields a sword. Fatherly vibes.Goldteeth: he/they - 18 - 5'6" - blind kid with a mouth mutation. Cryptic, genuine and conscientious, but emotionally dull.Altan Bluesummers: he/him - immortal - 6'5" - time-guardian lost to time. Cold, embittered and jaded.Sangwoo Tengoku: they/he/she - 38 - 6'2" - once-professor, man with no name; longing, hopeful and aimless.Etro Bluesummers: he/him - immortal - 6'2" - impolite, lonesome and ignorant fellow - all bark no bite.Eboshi Moon: they/them - 22 - 5'10" - hope reincarnated. Sweet, gentle and as kind as moonglow.Ha-neul Moon: they/he/she - 30 - 6'0" - fueled by aesthetics, lingers on a knife's edge of self-hatred and narcissism.Bright Rosewater: they/them - 27 - 6'3" - cursed and ever-falling. Wants to impress, but now worries only for themself. Can written as a LEO or former LEO.Domenic Erde: he/him - 44 - 5'11" - serious, no-bullshit attitude, but is more down-to-earth than most. Sheriff.Amduat Sima: he/they - 28 - 5'6" - nightclub performer with a voracious appetite for other's attention. Spiteful, mean and arrogant.Motonari Dorchadas: he/they - 47 - 6'4" - sociopath, audacious and mean as all hell.Kaisa Achristos: he/him - 30 - 6'7" - slightly pretentious, judgemental. Looking for something.Ira Winner: he/him - 43 - 6'2" - the chill dad with a streak of apathy. Sheriff.Yancy Swan: he/him - 34 - 5'9" - intense, serious dude but the nicest guy on the force. Assistant Chief.Isaac Park: he/him - 29 - 5'11" - asshole.Iseul Song: he/him - 26 - 5'7" - aloof hermit who cares, but acts like he doesn't.Jisoo Tengoku: they/she/he - 32 - runway model with a spiteful edge, seeking vengeance.Judau Mustang: he/him - 38 - 6'0" - cowboy chief of police. Awkward, blunt and eccentric.Jung Sun: he/him - 25 - 5'6" - bitter, traumatized and angry individual seeking purchase in life.Lee: he/him - 39 - 6'0" - irreverent, shady and thrill-seeking dude. Jude Erde: he/him - 23 - 6'0" - reckless, mean and fiery.Nikandros Navarre: he/him - immortal - 6'3" - serious, blunt and impossibly cold man fulfilling the last wish of his god.(I have more, but these are from the top of my head.)